QUEEN :D

graduate

2009-11-06T06:26:00.000-08:00

I hope our friendship, forged through the years, will continue to stay strong even as we go through different paths in future.

Wordpress

2009-08-07T02:47:00.000-07:00

Maybe I shouldn't use blogger anymore,cos blogger dislike me and doesn't allow me to update here :( showqueeen.wordpress.com for updates hee. Do link me up, yea:D

SHOWQUEEEN.WORDPRESS.COM

tsk

2009-08-02T16:14:00.000-07:00

Why isn't my blogger fixed yet! ):

i'll start everything anew ;)

2009-07-24T22:24:00.000-07:00

Visit:

showqueeen.wordpress.com for updates(temporary), yea? :)
blogger have been giving me problems.

i won't forget, i won't regret

2009-07-21T20:57:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th birthday, Divya! :)

After school today went to eat beancurd with that bitch. Hahahha! & then, we just sat there chit-chat of our past. 2 hours just flies like that, so we went home since its getting late.

secretly, i hope so

2009-07-19T16:14:00.000-07:00

It sucks to have a hairdresser mum. Tsk, she so jian lah ):
I just wanna have a new hairstyle, argh! Quarrel with her, and i'm not going to talk to her anymore i swear. Threaten me, and i'll make sure you regret.

Kahleong, hi-5! Hahahaha! :D

counting down to 15 days,

2009-07-18T22:16:00.000-07:00

I wonder how mum can keep quiet and tolerate dad, oh.

:D:D
I'm glad, really glad. Yay

chiong-ing prelims

2009-07-17T15:32:00.000-07:00

youre gonna see me with that 'extrememly amazing' hair, soon.
get yourself mentally prepared k HAHA

HAHAHA!

but i'm still missing one thing

2009-07-16T16:05:00.000-07:00

Wow, so i passed my germs to my little brother. I'm recovering and he've got a fever today. Mum take him home, then take him to the doctor. Guess, what. He's given a MC of 10 days! ''influenza like illness'' what crap need ten days to recover. Now, he's jumping for joy tsk tsk.

finally can watch my favourite Paris&Milan again. After so long, okay actually not very long, cus i only miss one episode last week. But looks like i miss out a lot of funny scene. Yay i'm able to laugh out loud again, tonight :D
Beatrice, Auntie Lucy, OL office lady, Zhoududu, Aiyoyo lao-shi.. etc love it!

alright, tatas! :)

you just bring me down so i'm counting the tears till i get over you.

the 30th birthday,

2009-07-13T18:15:00.000-07:00

utterly unforgettable bday..

Today's my little cousin,Hanwei's, first month but i didn't go back due to the up coming prelims. Therefore, no photo of that little baby :( Brothers and Dad went back, to pluck(is it?) rambutan from grandma house, also to celebrate HW's birthday. Since we never go back, they brought home many snacks, banana, 2 big bag of rambutan, and first month cake. So here i am eating the snacks while updating a little :D

Anwy, so qiao that little cousin's first month or rather say, birthday, is the same date as Mr Glenn Tan :D
I must say we have a great time planning this surprise for him, and also a fun time tgt just now with him in class. That one hour plus really rocks haha! Hope you like the cake, the card and the present we all bought you k Mr Tan.

Morning, writting of cards and decorating board.

Cake arrived

When he sees the cake, he's shocked and said like ''this is the 'best' cake i've ever received''

So he need time to cool down now, cus he's toooo touched and on the verge of tearing. Haha!Yea, he's obviously trying to.. yknow.
wanted to lick it first..
but he just can't bring himself to.. lick and bite it. Lol!!
finally :D

this looks wrong, totally. So he's cutting out the.. to eat it himself.wow, __less. haha!

He's very very curious of the gift we've got him.

ultimate Naruto fans! :D :D

HAHAHA COOOOOOL~

OMG LOLLLOL!

Since its his birthday, he've got to run aroung the first level to every class saying he's Naruto. With his Naruto headband :D

everyone is amazed lol

hope you like everything we prepared for you. in our heart, we all know that you've been a great tcher, always treat us so good, like your own children. we sincerely thankyou for everything that you've done for us, we really appreaciate it a lot, whole truck lot ;P & i'm sure our class will try our very best to fulfill your birthday wish. 4E3 will not disappoint you with lousy results in Os, in fact we all will show you our best results sheet next year, yea?:D your effort will not go down the drain. I've got a lot a lot more to say, but i can't use proper sentence to write it out. Just, know that.. 4E3 will always miss you and love you lots!! can't bear to leave this school because of you, you make my secondary school life an interesting one. With you, my secondary school's life memory will become a very very nice time, in my life :) Imagine the last day of school during October, the time when we have to say 'thankyou Mr Tan' for the last time, i bet we'll all cry like mad. Aww ): !

''i'll remember you all for the whole of my life, don't worry.''
we love tcher, tcher love us too! yay
Happy 30th birthday, our beloved tcher!

Oh, i saw Rajiv Tamang today! He's still as shy as before eh, aiyo. Don't shy luh Rajiv, after so many years still like this. Thinking of how i used to bully him in class, is funny luh! :D

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tcher look nice here eh :):):)!

quoted from Elgin.. Naruto with F4. Haha, so we're now named as F4 wow

been waitinggg

2009-07-12T20:17:00.000-07:00

Oh, i'm back(with no pictures).

Finally, Chemistry is making some sense. I think i should really focus more on my Science this few days.

Since i've nothing more to update, show you guys some not-very-nice photo. It's the worst photo i've taken after living in the world for 17 years.

guess which girl is me lol

''don't give up despite the odds.''

it's always you, that i see.

2009-07-09T23:48:00.000-07:00

Weekend's more sucky, as compare to weekdays :( How i wish, i'm all ready for O's and this 3 months flies. So that we can go crazy after 11th November, planning for outing, overseas, and shopping session.
Alright, endure. Last few months, must chiong hard hard then our misery will be over. Hahah! :)

I've got nothing more to update on. Lately its all textbooks, worksheets, notes, tuitions that 'accompany' me through the days. But will update when there's some happy event, with photos.

Brothers rock! :) They spice up my boring life(at home) especially this few months hehe! loves

I want it all! Gosh, i can die looking at him. :P

我曾經愛過這樣一個男人
我爲他保留著那一份天真
關上愛別人的門
也是這個被我深愛的男人
把我變成世上最笨的女人
他說的每句話我都會當真

我的要求幷不高
待我像從前一樣好
可是有一天你說了同樣的話
把別人擁入懷抱

her book need her the most, this few months.

2009-07-06T20:35:00.000-07:00

Ice age 3, Dawn of the dinosaurs 3D today.

won't be updating so often now :)

burning midnight oil

2009-07-02T15:15:00.000-07:00

I'm going crazy, hmwk are pilling up, high high. I know i deserve it, haha.

Things to be done by tonight: 2 essays, 1 letter writing, 5 mindmaps and pages of Geography worksheet to be done. Oh i'm so dead. When can i finish all these, by midnight 2-3am? Shit.

Oh, stingy people should be send to hell. Think of what he've done for us, so much so that i can't even use my fingers to count. Plus its already the last year. Please.. do some reflections. Grow up. & yet there's still so many stingy people around. Argh ew, f.
n please please please, don't complain/laugh when you see what we've got him. Its the thought that counts. Its only that little sum of money, come on.

HAHA.

my heart's asleep all the while.

2009-07-01T22:08:00.000-07:00

I hate them always vent their anger on us. damn i really hate it. I don't even want to look at them in the face, neither do i want to talk to them or spend a single minutes of my time with the both of them. I'd rather watch tv alone in the room, i also won't want to watch tv tgt with them in a room. Its their problem, not ours, why must they shout at little brothes when they never do anything very wrong. argh

Will update real soon.

bitch=bitch

2009-06-30T16:27:00.000-07:00

Needa start studying soon, very soon! The number of days to O's is getting lesser n lesser.

Maybe its not only cold war..

when life gives you lemons, make lemonade.

2009-06-29T19:39:00.000-07:00

There was once a girl who never knew love was until a boy broke her heart.

First day of school, and everyone's saying H1N1, H1N1. Tsktsk, i seriously don't find it a big deal. So now i'm stress, cus i've got a lot of hmwk to be done. ): 2 essay, 3mindmap.

''One day ah, when i grow older, Dajie old old already right. I beat her eh, if she beat me 10 times now, next time i'm going to hit her 10 times too.'' was what my brother say when my sister try to ask him to finished his hmwk and threaten to beat him if he never complete it on time. It's hilarious. Just imagine. haha

yes or no

2009-06-29T03:23:00.000-07:00

Nothing last forever, maybe not even a marriage.

I hope what i think is not gonna happen now, let alone in the future.
I don't wish see you two becoming like this, honesty.
I hope you still love us like how you used to do.
I don't wanna be scare of you, too. I'm even afraid whenever i have to talk to you now. Or ask you for something. So afraid i did nothing wrong, but will get scolding from you.
I don't wanna see your black face.
I want us to back like last time, so happy tgt. Not like now. We all are suffering this few days. You used to be a nice __, i won't feel scare talking you. But now, everything's different. You look scary to me.
I thought its just a one-two days thing. I guess i'm wrong, totally wrong.
You make me hate going near the two of you.
I don't wanna watch tv, cus of you two.
You get irritated easily.
You're counting every cents with __.
You seems to not want to talk to __ anymore, are you sick of her?
What happen to you.
Can't you be back to the old you? :(

damnit, i hate it. don't force me.

oh baby

2009-06-27T23:32:00.000-07:00

Mum and Dad's having a cold war now. That's scary, cus it's my first time seeing them like this.
So.. we went out to tpy for dinner just now. & Something happened. Dad hit Mum a little hard on her arm, he look like he's playing, but he hit with that angry look. Since then, they stopped talking to each other. If Mum go right, Dad will go left. Okay, maybe i'm at fault too. But surely, Mum's the one who cause all these to happen. Sometimes i hate her for her character.

At the end of the day, when i'm crapping with Brother, our conclusions are '' Both of them are crazy, they think they're King&Princess. '' cus Mum is the the first one to show us attitude, and think she's princess herself. Little thing, she angry and think Dad will apologised to her. But sadly, Dad has pride. He won't do all these apologised thing(oh now i know why i'm like this too lol) he rather don't talk forever, he also won't apologise. Worst is, they both gave me attitude and ignore me when i tried to talk to them. argh(!!)

flu bug

2009-06-26T16:22:00.000-07:00

hate it when flu bug attacks ):
have been sneezing non stop since last night.
& now i feel terrible. My eyes are a little swollen due to the stupid flu, tsk. Plus older brother went to work, n i'm feeling very bored now. No one to crap/talk with me already. I hope he can reach home early today! :D

Finally school's reopening soon, and our wars is starting in few days time.

UNIQUE IS NOT EQUAL TO PRETTY

2009-06-25T23:05:00.000-07:00

NICE DAY OUT WITH SWEETHEARTS :)
Evelyn's actions is so goddamn.. classic. HAHAHA! Plus, i'm so burn now. Red all over ):
i don't want to get any darker! i'm becoming as dark as my little brother already ohmygosh ):

cheeks, legs, and arms all red & hot now :'(

keep my nightmares away

2009-06-24T13:35:00.000-07:00

Finally a cooling day :):)

a memorable dream indeed

2009-06-23T22:15:00.000-07:00

So.. life's boring.

n i'm glad school will reopens on the 29th, instead of extending one more week :):)
alright, i've got no idea what to write now, will update soon. Most probably on Thursday, cus i'll be out with sweethearts, after so longgg.

happy father's day, muacks! :)

2009-06-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

So today is the real father's day. Lol

Hahahhaha! Our face is so.. classic hur? :D

So charming bb, hehe! :P

gia-gia's sister

2009-06-20T18:47:00.000-07:00

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damn funny!! omg, why is he so cuteee! :P
see many version, millions times, but still will laugh whenever i see him acting.

feeling doubtful n perhaps lost on where I'm heading.

2009-06-20T12:49:00.000-07:00

Let it be - (The Beatles)
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Will update when i have the time! :)

wow only you can

2009-06-19T22:34:00.000-07:00

Little brother drew it, show it to me. And he started laughing.

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You're really funny eh, hahaha

2009-06-17T19:43:00.000-07:00

Desaru from saturday night till sunday 12+pm. Then we headed to Si-wan-dao for some seafood, cuz we actually thought there's nice shopping mall but end up nothing much there ): Soon, we went back to grandparents house! :D

Ohyea, while we're playing water at Desara, i saw.. Mr Zuhri. I was shock, totally. Like, saw him in Malaysia. Malaysia so big eh, seems like we're damn fated. & he was there with him family too.

Ah, damnit. I'm like two tone darker now:( i'm already dark enough after sports day, now even worse. After playing in the beach and swimming pool for like.. almost 5 hours. I'm so burned.

Dad look funny, i burst out laughing when i see him. Maybe i'm just too high that day. Little thing can make me laugh like mad woman.

''NICE' PHOTO TAKEN EH, YANKING! hahhaha

We all looko funny, but who cares, thats me. haha :P

Look at my little brother at the photo (below) classic.

Brother and i are catching this sea shell thing, the thing inside moving is scary. I dont even dare to touch it. Lol.Mummy, luv!:)

Daddy, luv! :)

Lame hur-.-

i look tired. But i was really tired. 4 hours of sleep and mum disturb me at 5+am, just to watch sunrise. I almost scold her, but in order not to spoilt the whole day, i drag myself up the bed to go to the beach.

Two kuku's with that hat.

Hanwen!

^^V

Look at stupid little brother's face-.-

Handsome eh LOL

looking at the funny seashell.

Little cousin don't know how to take a proper photo. Just look at hanwen will do. He love tkaing photo. Hehe.

Hanwen's new born brother. His birthday is just one day before mine, 13th June! :) cool.

& nicole baby, that i've post in my previous-previous post. HAHAHA! She's just too cute for me for resist.

Thanks to those who wishes me. Be it in Favebook or msg or tag or friendster or facetoface. Muacks to all of you! :D

Thanks sweethearts, Yongjia for the present. :D n not forgetting Yuting's great great very-advance present eh! :):):):) luv you lots lots.

when you wake up every morning, i'll always be there.

2009-06-15T20:27:00.000-07:00

Shall upload so called birthday photo first, cuz the malaysia trip photo wasn't ready yet :D
& next post will have quite a lot of babies photo, hehe! luvluv.

i'm very 累

2009-06-15T11:15:00.000-07:00

Will update soon :)
currently a little tired, n my arms are ache-ing, from carrying that little baby in the shopping mall for hours.

To:

Pra, anonymous, passerby, marcus, seri, and Kahleong: Thanks you guys a lot for the wishes. Muacks! :)
Chuanwah: Nono, only if ShowL is all mine then its sweet :P Hehe! Ey, i tell you i'm not going to give Yuting back on July HAHAH :PPPPPPP
Ashraf: Bitchhh, thanks a lot! hee
Evelyn: You know whooooooo or not! Mr Zuhri(!!!), i damn shock can! Walao we really damn fated. He saw me still wave at me, so damn paiseh. Hahah!

&&&(!!!)GUESS WHO I SAWWWW AT DESARUU!
Hint: tcher

luvyouall

2009-06-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

Ah-ha! :D When this is up in my blog, i should be enjoying in M'sia right now.

I don't know exactly when i'm going back to M'sia. Saturday night/Sunday morning. But it's better to be safe than sorry. So i have to write this auto-post, dedicate it to all my sweeties.
THANKYOUVERYMUCH to whoever wishes me. I can't msg you'all personally to thankyou, but the moment i'm back from M'sia, i'll msg you guys to thank youall

14th, supposedly..

2009-06-13T19:22:00.000-07:00

Ohgosh, i'm running out of time now. Cuz i'm rushing to go Msia right now. Will update when i get back. luv sweethearts.

Out with sweethearts awhile ago.
my house>Billy Bombers>Ghost of girlfriend past>walkwalk>ice-cream>home. :):):):):):):)

WILL HAVE A FULL UPDATE SOON! :)

2009-06-12T23:46:00.000-07:00

So sweet of Chuanwah :)

I hope this wish can come true too, chuanwah. Haha!:D

& Siewping, must faster go kidnap him and give him to me the day after tmrw k! Hehe

we're so picture perfect, I can't imagine

2009-06-12T17:00:00.000-07:00

I survived today, great.

& currently watching my bb's show, 100% entertainment. I don't like Hu-die-jiejie, she always seduce him argh damnit :'(
tv > shower, eat > computer > tv > sleeeep.
Tmrw honey's coming to my house first before we head out for.. fun HAHA :) :) :)

Yay, after many postpone, we finally can go ecp for our date. & i hope Evelyn don't know how to cycle at the end of the day, cuz like this then we can get to eat free Mcflurry :DD

hope you're different

2009-06-11T18:24:00.000-07:00

Friday- Have to go back school in the morning to edit away all the extra pages. Home. Going school again at 3PM for Amaths remedial. Okay, i must endure, endure. Nightmares' going to end very very soon.
Ah, but it still sucks. Imagine school already look very boring during school holiday. Yet i still have to go school alone at 3PM(!!) for remedial at , worst of all, LIBRARY. And today, 6 hours in the school's computer lab can really kill. I was so hungry that i have no more energy :(

"Walao, you a lot problem one eh. Last time throat, now the jaw there pain.'' was what my sister(that stupid mo-gu-tou, mushroom head) say to me when i tell her my teeth hurts n jaw is so painful that it may be dropping soon. Lol! I can't even bite/eat properly :(:( My mouth can't open, talk also will pain. Shit.

Wow, hot bb! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Muacks.Muacks.Muacks.Muacks.Muacks!

我爱小猪，罗志祥，我爱惨了! :b

2009-06-10T17:56:00.000-07:00

So we shall take a look at my sister's childhood photo. &see if she really look like my little brother. HAHAH. Yuting said she look like my little brother, in my previous post's, last few photo.

She's the one on the right.

She's the one wearing yellow, the hand don't know doing what one.
I think this one they look super alike. Both face also so 'qian da' omg. LOL!
1995, so its like a photo taken 14 years ago.

look at that damn walao-aye face.

Ohoh, i so look forward to the M'sia trip this Sunday, where i can go Desaru&Waterfall! :D:D:D
Both place, i can't even remember when is the last time i went there to really play with the cooling water. Humid weather like this, jump into the water is the best. :)
Plus can eat cake, see my beloved grandparents, see my cousin, see baby. Hehe!

Shit, my coursework is freaking 51 pages long. How am i going to edit till its 40pages :(:( i hope i can just don't do it. Tsktsk. Okayokay, i should stop blogging. My coursework need me more now.

the one that can love me for who i am & so much more

2009-06-09T21:05:00.000-07:00

OUR LAST FNN, THREE CHEERS! YAY :):):)

Ah, yea so i slept around 5am in the morning last night. 4+hours of sleep before i wake up n get ready to go school for fnn practical. Woke up at 9.45am, dillydally n went to shower only at 10am. While showering then i realised i estimate the time wrong. I'm supposed to reach school at 11am meaning i should be out of the house at 10.15. Worst, i shower at 10, 15minutes showering, and half an hour to eat, dry and tie hair and wear shoes. There's it goes my 45minutes. I only went out of my house at 10.40(fyi i need 45minutes to wait, take, walk to school). So, i'm late, very late. Reach school only at 11.30 gosh.

& cook cook. imagine us, a few hours, in the kitchen almost kill us. With the stress, heat(that make us so hot as if we're roasted pig) and sweat like some mad cows lol. After the practical ended, we all gulp down a bottle of drink within seconds, n i swear we all look like we haven't been drinking for the past few days. My hands look like its going to die soon, after 'soaking' in the water for many hours. Oh thats crazy. No big problem while cooking, hopefully, i did well for the practical :)

But no photo of my dish, cuz i feel so 'off-burden' that i totally forgot about everything. Plus, after many hours of hardwork, i'm so tired, so so tired till my leg feel weak and feel that my hand's gonna break anytime. At that moment i hope there's a bed in the kitchen for me to lie. HAHA. Okay, i shan't elaborate more on my practical.

Photos taken on Sunday.
After seeing my bb, i got all high(hehe!) and reach home.. i took tonnes of photo with little brother! :P

1 sheep.. 2 sheep.. 3 sheep

2009-06-09T02:09:00.000-07:00

Oh, its already 1.43AM n i'm not feeling a least bit tired. damnit :'(
Currently have nothing to do n listening to Y.E.S 933, in fact, i've listen to it for hours on bed.
I've been tossing and turning in bed since 11.30pm-1.30am, when i finally decided to stop trying to force myself to sleep. Cuz i know its useless anyw:( forget it, since i can't sleep, i shall kill time by using computer. But if i still don't feel tired at 5 in the morning, something's wrong and i'm so dead cuz i have to wake up at 9.45am tmrw morning for my practical. Or maybe i can't fall sleep is bcuz i'm so worried for my practical tmrw. Whatever it is, i'm going to find game to play now. Lol

Ohyea, this year's Father's Day falls on the 14th, Sunday, which is a good thing. Double happiness, hehe!:D Sunday=Father's Day=Family Day. My whole family will be celebrating both in M'sia, thats mum's idea. We're most probably going M'sia early in the morning for the-world-nicest-breakfast > shopping in m'sia >afternoon: waterfall(near grandparents' house) > night: buying cake to celebrate Father's Day for both grandpa and dad, at grandpa's house:D
Finally get to see grandpa and grandma! Yay. Should be staying there for a day or two.

going 4am now. Argh, someone should really come and hit me hard on the head now so i'll faint and be able to sleep.

The Ultimatum's theme song is so nice nice:):)! luv it

i hope i can be perfect

2009-06-08T22:35:00.000-07:00

I'm scare :( :(

Monday- out to buy things for Food&Nutrition practical tmrw.
Tuesday- Food&Nutrition Olevel practical
Wednesday- back to school for Evaluation & English Workshop
Thursday- F&N Workshop (0800-1500)
Friday- Amaths lesson

Crap.

Will upload photo of me and little brother, tmrw, currently computer very lag and i need to prepare my practical stuff :)

:D :D

2009-06-08T19:49:00.000-07:00

ShowL !

Yep, tpy ystd with 4 people. n that four people of course includes Yuting&Szepei(cuz we're always his super fans HAHA!) accompanied by sister and Isabel :D

I have to say, bb still look as charming as before. Infact, getting more and more charming
Though we'all squeeze a lot , sweat like mad in the crowd but as long as we get to see him its all worthwhile, yea yuting and szepei? hehe.

i'll be someone new

2009-06-07T15:06:00.000-07:00

Yay, going to tpy soon. Looks like many friends are going there too!

wait for me eh bb, HAHAH!

its a total different feeling

2009-06-06T16:49:00.000-07:00

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May be : going TrueHearts charity show tmrw, yay
& going M'sia on 14th June :) :)

Tsk, i forgot whats my wordpress username :( :( :( :(

让我相信被爱的理由

2009-06-04T19:28:00.000-07:00

Last day of extended curriculum, tmrw. >
Will be celebrating, hahah! Looking forward to tmrw. Sad to say, FnN student still need to go back for many days next week :( :( :(

cute n sexy bb HAHA :) :) :) :) :) :)!

sweet sweeet

2009-06-03T18:12:00.000-07:00

My dream is always real, therefore i'm so gonna retake my Chinese Olevel again :( :( :( :( :( :(

Food&Nutrition practical, omg i'm worried. I need ideas for nice table setting, shit

found somebody new

2009-06-02T22:57:00.000-07:00

very LOL dream

once upon a cute cute fish,

2009-06-01T20:36:00.000-07:00

My mum's totally.. insane. Probably because she sees that many of my young cousin's getting married, and she want her own children to get married too. Haha! So she kept asking us some weird question. Cuz she said my sister is 19 year-old, can marry already.
Mum: '' Xianggg, you got girlfriend already or not?'' or '' Jie, your school got people jio you or not? Got those damn rich guy, stay in semi-d or bungalow, jio you?''
n when i can't tolerate anymore, i went on to ask '' Ma, you really so open-minded or not, if he got girlfriends, i think he'll be dead by now.''
Lol so my mum went on telling me stupid things. Tsk

youre my favourite

2009-06-01T15:33:00.000-07:00

1. O's Chinese paper(done)
2. English prelim oral
3. Extended curriculum, 3 days
4. Food&nutrition O's practical
5. Revision

I'm praying hard.

i'll be your girl backstage at your show

2009-05-30T14:07:00.000-07:00

I'm going out later with sister, but its not a good sign. Cuz i seriously needa start studying for chineseee ):

pamperrr

2009-05-29T20:46:00.000-07:00

No report book for me

I bet i'll be so dead when dad goes to school to collect my report book from tcher next week. Will definitely hear lots of not-so-nice words. Dad and Mum's gonna nag for months, saying that i didn't work harder. But i've really decided to shutup, cuz at least i feel that i've improve(a little). They never appreciate the effort i've put in, they only look at the bad side of me.

little brother sings: Happy birthday to you,
you're born in the zoo,
youu look like a monkey,
happy birthday to you.

Kids are still kids lol

bff :)

2009-05-28T17:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, MISS PHUA HONGYING

nice cake

Aww hongying, don't cry okay. Hahaha!

BFF ! :)

It all went smoothly, which is a good thing. n Hongying's so touched(i guess lol!) that she cried. :D
we specially made everything XXL. Her present(big, and wonderful treasure), handmade xxl card and surprise cake for her! Cool

i treasure it a lot

2009-05-26T03:40:00.000-07:00

Wow, 6.5 hours of chinese. Cooooool :) 2 essay writing, 1 chinese paper 2. Killer.

thanks god

2009-05-25T21:17:00.000-07:00

Ohshit, today's sports day almost kill me. Blazing sun, n my skin tone maybe darker two toneee by now. Tsk tsk): normal school day tmrw, boringgg.

not in a million years

2009-05-24T18:28:00.000-07:00

Sports day tmrw. n chinese intensive for the next 4 days. ):

it takes a long time to build up trust

2009-05-23T21:06:00.000-07:00

Its my 600th post:)

you cause everything

2009-05-22T01:12:00.000-07:00

Ohyea, thankyou tcher for the classtee :)

n today when we're waiting for bus at the kfc busstop. There's actually an old uncle sitting down at the seat infront of us(cuz we're standing) & he's reading our classtee. But we obviously didn't know, cuz he's wearing a sunglass. Soon, he stands up and approach us.

nice uncle(lol!) : ''Hello, eh where are you'all from?''
us: ''eh bendemeer''
nice uncle: '' OHOH, i like your school uniform!:)''

Then we explain to him that its only a classtshit, not uniform. n he left, with a smile on his face :DD this shows that we've got a nice classtee, yea
interesting and creative classtee. even MrLeong said '' yea nice, art people's always creative''

Little brother's sick. Oh they're just too weak. I've a much stronger immune system than them:P

i'm thinking

2009-05-21T02:53:00.000-07:00

Ohshit, the subject i failed for CA1, i passed for midyear. n the subject i passed for CA1, i failed for midyear. :'( :'( hate it when i get back the results. Seriously needa chionggg during june hols.

get classtee, wearing it tmrw. we shall see, lol!

nice pic eh, weikai! :D

no silly stuff

2009-05-19T22:48:00.000-07:00

The whole house is so quiet. Everyone's asleep n i feel weird, as though i'm staying alone); Anyw, we'll get our classtee tmrw, n at least that's something we can look forward to. :)

ParisnMilan tmrw! :D

如果我变成回忆,退出这场生命

2009-05-19T19:33:00.000-07:00

Got back quite a lot papers today. Disappointed for certain subject, and happy for other subject's result. Cuz it shows a little improvement, yea;) I should be contented. But i should be working a lot harder for my language. They sucks:(

more papers coming tmrw, scary combine science. Crap

take it easy

2009-05-18T18:00:00.000-07:00

一只火鸡和一头牛闲聊,火鸡说: 我希望能飞到树顶,可我没有勇气. 牛说: 为什么不吃我一点牛屎呢,他们很有营养. 火鸡吃了一点牛屎,发现它确实给了它足够的力量飞到第一根树枝. 第二天, 火鸡又吃了更多的牛屎,飞到了第二根树枝.两个星期后,火鸡骄傲的飞到了树顶. 但不久,一个农夫看到了它,很快地把从树数上射下来.

(牛屎会让你达到顶峰,但他不能你留在那里.)

Oh this is crazy. Cute, baby :D

time, proves everything

2009-05-17T17:59:00.000-07:00

omg, STAGE-HYALINE-OF-WORLD have new arrival. Nice jackets, nice caps, nice lanyard, nice tops and keychain!:(

take your heart and run

2009-05-16T17:13:00.000-07:00

more to come tmrw :)
will be out with family later, after so long. It's been ages since we last went out tgt to shop. Yea, shit should go shower asap. Dad's reach home soon:D

luozx is luv, forever n ever! :P

2009-05-15T22:00:00.000-07:00

Trust and believe him. n people really don't see his effort, instead focus on all those stupid x10000 articles. wtf those people should go to hell

aww so cute hehe!

MOVIE-DAY WITH SWEETHEARTS.
n 'The Uninvited' turns out to be super nice and thrillinggg!:D Okay, the plot is good, big twist in the end, n its the first movie i ever understand. luv it, i don't mind watching it all over again. Hehe.

Tsk tsk, little brother is so damn swey. He've got some kind of rashes, his whole body look like he've just got bitten by millions of mosquito. Omg, he's sleeping with me tonight. Godbless me, i don't want to have his rashes:(

Derrick ho's song, it reminds me of the time

Stay tune for more updates :)

going to bed soon, lack of sleep for the past few days:(

because

2009-05-15T12:52:00.000-07:00

MIDYEAR'S OVER. FINALLY. N FINALLY I'M GOING OUT, AFTER THREE WEEKS STAYING AT HOME STARING AT THE TEXTBOOKS.

Ohyea, dad's sick too:( He's sick for a few days already, yet i didn't know. Cuz he still go to work, then come back late at night.

kay, going shower n get ready already, will update when i'm back enjoying with my sweethearts!:D

i hope you remember something, at least

2009-05-14T18:22:00.000-07:00

Last paper, Amaths paper 2 tmrw. It's a killer paper omg.

Two days ago little brother scalded his hand. Hot boiling water just pour on his hand tsk tsk. Now his left hand is like paralysed, can't touch anything can't move. His whole hand is like.. crap
n the older brother is having fever, for the past two days. Yesterday, his leg don't even have energy to walk. Horrible week

Now, its swollen

Okay, going to watch Paris&Milan later!:DD Cuz mum's pro, she managed to repair(secretly) the tv in her room. & my dad still didn't know yet, so yea hope he won't be mad when he finds out.

Never explain yourself to anyone, because the person who likes you doesn't need it n the person who dislikes you don't believe it.

really really really glad

2009-05-12T19:16:00.000-07:00

even those are fading

2009-05-11T14:37:00.000-07:00

I can't watch tv anymore): cuz my brother always watch tv from morning till night, without completing his hmwk. so yea... how sad. We used to have 4 tv in the house, now we're left with 1(1 pathetic tv in the whole house, which is still able to on). Dad cut away the tv line(all 3, on impulse. tsk tsk) We still have to sneak into the room to watch tv, sneak in, mind you. Hopefully dad will not cut away the 4th tv cables, else our house will have no more tv. Life will be boring:( so now my house is so so so quiet. Everyday is only hmwk, revision, newspaper, computer and sleep. Ohdear.
& he said, he'll only fix it back when our major examinations are over. That'll be like Nov, still so far away eh.

Alright, look at the brighter side, without tv (the biggest distraction) we can concentrate more on our studies and read more English newspaper, to kill time, and to also improve my English standard:D

Vesak Day break = mugging day.

being alone,

2009-05-09T18:30:00.000-07:00

It has always been the same. Since young, i'm already used to being dislike by many, so it doesn't really matters now.

Probably won't be able to update tmrw.. n yea, Happy Mother's Day(in advance)

i'll do whatever i've said.

2009-05-08T19:14:00.000-07:00

4 more papers to go, before we can start enjoying life!:D Can't wait for exams to be over and i can blogshop, play all i want :P
I feel warm all over now:( god, dont make me fall sick now, i needa study:(

& my tortoise is finally big(or rather, old enough) to crawl around my house, haha! But its troublesome, we end up have to look around the house for it, to go back to its 'house'

Since Evelyn honey wanna see photo in my post, sorry jeph. Hahah! & thats a revenge for all my unglam photo in your blog. :D

nice sleeping posture lol

Dylan is an old-ah-pek maid, lol!

hopes

2009-05-07T10:47:00.000-07:00

I swear next week's paper i'll mug till i go crazy. This week's papers ain't very well done:'(

我最幸福的事當過你的天使

once in a year

2009-05-05T18:08:00.000-07:00

Happy _th birthday grandpa:)
(sorry if i failed to be a good grand-daughter of yours, cuz i actually forgot how old are you now. Shit)

You've slim down so much, and i'm sorry that i'm not able to go back to m'sia to celebrate your birthday this year): but i swear, after all my papers i'll rush home haha!:D

all photos taken last year, May. Since i didn't went back this year. Wow, i've grown so much. LOL

I'm taking a short break(okay actually not a short one, cuz my break is more than half an hour already, by now.) goodluck tmrw, and tcher's so sweet to msg everyone about English papers which we'll be taking tmrw.

i'm lucky

2009-05-01T21:37:00.000-07:00

LabourDay.
I haven't been updating my blog recently due to the fact that midyear is just two days away, so yea before midyear finally starts on Monday, i'm updating for the last time before it ends and i'll update more often:D
& today, went to Evelyn honey's house to mug, chitchat and eat together. Woke up early and went out to have breakfast with family, shower and headed to honey's house. >study>pizzahut> study>chitchat. Thankyou for the pizza, hehe!:)

Anyw, happy 16th birthday bitch!:D its the fourth time hur? Hahah!

If i got down on my knees n told you i was yours forever,
would you get down on yours too n take my hand?

2009-04-29T21:27:00.000-07:00

Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I return.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?

Would you say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you have to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

all dressed in white,

2009-04-26T12:04:00.000-07:00

My great-uncle had gone to a place so far far away, last night

I actually have a lot to say ystd, but now i don't know how am i going to describe everything in words anymore. He's met with an accident last night, by a careless female driver. Tsk. He really shoudn't have died:( he's quite old, but he always look energetic to me and not any part of him show that he's probably in his 70's.
Though we ain't very close(cuz he stay at Simpang Rengam), but i really miss him now. I can't believe last year QingMing festival will be the last time i'm seeing him. He's always so cheerful and passionate towards everything, & whenever we see him/ talk to him, he'll start telling us everything about History. Once, when i was still young and still staying in Malaysia, i love to see him. As he's my grandpa's brother, he'll often drive like a few hours from SR to KT to visit my grandpa. ''很像阿公的叔公来了!'' is what i always shout to my grandma when he arrived, bcuz he seriously resemble my grandpa a lot a lot. Like totally photocopy one eh. Then i'll run to the gate to open the gate for him so that he can drive the car into the house. Everytime he and his family come, i'll be very happy, cuz the house will be filled with people and the house will have a lot cars, probably 5 at the side or outside the house.
But everything is so different now, their family have lesser people. Two passed away last year, and now my great-uncle has met with an accident and died.
I'm sorry uncle, i really hope i can go back m'sia to attend your funeral, but i have a lot to do this few days. If not for my Midyear, i'd go back with my dad now:( :(

Now my only wish is to see my grandparents and everyone to live well. I swear i can die if anything happen to my grandparents. And i hope my cousins will stop 'hating' my grandpa, he's done nothing wrong to deserve all of you's bad comment about him. When i'm young, in order to let my cousin like me, i talk bad with them about my grandpa. Who always dotes on me a lot, though he sometimes beat me. But since a few years ago, i hate to hear my cousins(sometimes even my aunt) scolding him behind his back. I will be angry, but i'll just keep quite and listen. I can't say anything cuz they'll start saying ''you like grandpa because he dotes on you the most what''. No, everyone knows that he once use canes to beat me until i'm bruise, bleed and urinated on my pants. Not anyone of them knew how painful is this experience i have. Even he did this, i didn't hate him. But my cousins, until now, are still hating him, i wonder why. Sometimes we go back msia, we'll sit down chitchatting, soon they'll talk about how bad my grandpa is n start scolding him. I feel so unfair for grandpa. Yes, he maybe be a little too violent, fierce, selfish, unreasonable and not caring at times. But i hope they know and understand that this is his character and no one's perfect, not even themselves. I truly believe he does everything with a reason & he do have a nice side of him. I remember, there was once he fed me food. ONCE. At that moment i feel the warmth he gave to me, because i have never seen him feeding anyone ever since i'm born. And yes, he fed me. Though i was shivering when he's feeding me(i'm always scare of him when im young), after that i reflected and thought he can be nice if you behave yourself. He's really a nice grandpa in my heart, i seriously hope cousins will start to like him and reflect on themselves(they're rude to always scold grandpa), and cherish grandpa while he's still alive.

And no one is safe from their fate
luvyou, uncle.
(pardon my lousy English grammar and wordy post)

Please get well real soon k:)

and it fell out of her hand

2009-04-24T19:40:00.000-07:00

A week has past, again.
10 days to midyear. And just awhile ago i was mugging hard, but soon i fall asleep):

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Ah, my cheeks is turning pinkish again. Tsk):

get well soon piggy, and please wear a shirt when you're at home okay. HAHA! :P

perfect cut,

2009-04-23T17:43:00.000-07:00

Cute hur, yea i know

i miss watching perfect cut 2 at night); how i wish there's part 3, or a repeat so can i watch all over again.

imperfections

2009-04-22T22:58:00.000-07:00

Belly button infection(weird hur), causing my tummy to hurt quite a lot ); i hope it can heal faster so my tummy can feel better.

& oh, i saw a dead body(though covered up) when i'm about to take lift up, home. After opening the letter box, i saw two man carrying the don't-know-what-it called. At first look, i thought someone's injured. Who knows i saw little bit of the dead body's hand and the whole feet. PALE. I'm shock, but still managed to move a few steps back. Then i'm so scare that i decided to climb up the stairs. Fyi, i stay at 9th floor lol. And it has been ages since i last climb stairs home, so i was panting when i reached home. HAHA. Scary and swey seeing dead people. Tsk tsk

I'm charging my MP3 now, so take this time to blog a little.

At the end of the day, it is whether or not youre perfect for each other.

i was counting on forever, now ill never know

2009-04-20T20:27:00.000-07:00

Though Midyear is still weeks away (14 days, to be exact), but i'm already planning what i gonna do after Midyear. :D I look forward for Midyear to end.. cuz i'll be away to M'sia!:) Mum want to visit grandparents, and i definitely will persuade her to let me stay there for a few days, so i can relax a little over there and temporarily get away from studies. If i don't take a break and continue studying in this stressful Singapore, i can die. But when i'm back from M'sia, i'll have to chiong already):

Update since i'm checking Vocab words, online. & gonna stop using computer now or else mum's gonna nag again.

maybe its time

2009-04-19T19:39:00.000-07:00

history's not gonna repeat itself again, i swear.

2009-04-18T21:42:00.000-07:00

CIP - collect recycled items door-to-door>lunched>home>sleep>tv>revision.

human nature hur,

2009-04-17T18:35:00.000-07:00

Yoga's luv :DD
so sweetNcute in the mv, hee.

promises are(always)meant to be broken

2009-04-17T14:53:00.000-07:00

Time pass fast in school today, which is.. a great thing!:)
probably due to the chiobu-s N hot guys(which make Evelyn drool all over him.) from OFS, oversea family school. Thats why before i even realise, its already 12.30PM. Hehe:D

Ulcer hurts >;( !

除了你我一无所有

2009-04-16T18:17:00.000-07:00

(the post is post firstly, at wordpress)

Oh, just when i have the urge to update, blogger is currently unavailable >:( it says ‘about 10 minutes for maintenance.’ but hey, 10minutes is up NOW. (maintenance is done, finally)

whatever it is, i guess i’ll just have to update here first, and update the exact post(word by word) in show-queen.bs, haha

For once, i imagine. And the warmth feels good.

I know how hard you try

but I’d rather hurt you, honestly.

than mislead you with a lie

his strength is to make me stronger

2009-04-15T20:40:00.000-07:00

I've decided that...i'll update at Wordpress only after my O's. when my new life starts:) So as i've mentioned in my previous post, napfa today and i knew i did it badly. Nil(x) will surely be seen in my report book this year): but nevermind, i was never good in fitness test(not even for once), hah!

insomnia, tsk i hate it!):

maybe some other time,

2009-04-14T19:54:00.000-07:00

napfa test tmrw, and my leg still hurts now): i wonder why is there a hole at my foot. small yet painful, aww. & scary old-tune whistle, and moving-things-sound last night :s

Ohyea, i've create a blog at wordpress. Will update the url when i'm done with the skin:) Cuz blogger's skin is so boring. I'm still thinking if i should change to WP. (showqueeen.wordpress.com)

can we go back to the past, please

2009-04-12T17:07:00.000-07:00

If you like me, you like me. If you don't, you don't

12April, happy 43th birthday, mum:)
Mum's birthday, and we specially bought a cake for her. And yknow, she don't even know today is her own birthday! After her work, she go shit. Lol. But we already light the candle, so we lie to her that someone is at the door, no choice, she came out of the toilet. End up, we sang her birthday song n she's very surprised to see cake luh! Haha

luv:)

skipped my face, mum's the queen! hahah

Whoo, he looks great in the magazine:P

-------------------

Willy Quek.

know why i ask you too see my blog these few days already, Willy!:D

tired of telling you, please, reflect on yourself k.

i'll turn back time,

2009-04-10T22:31:00.000-07:00

Kallang Leisure Park, Bowling.

And it seriously remind me of the time i work there, for Megcorp. I have the best holiday working together with Szepei, Ashraf, and Saiful. It remind me of the time when i took bus 11 with Szepei in the morning, to klp. Work's so slack that we have the whole day's time to chit-chat, play and joke. I miss all of them(except for Ashraf, cuz i still see his sick face everydayy! Lol).

June'08

I miss saiful:( i haven't seen him for the longest time ever.

remember this tiger baby boy,

Anyw, bowling at klp was great. After bowling, was ThaiExpress for lunch @ Iluma, bugis. Nice Tomyum soup they served:D

Mum's birthday is on the 12th. Should get her a nice cake:D yay i love to eat cake, hee.

standing strong (;

2009-04-09T23:35:00.000-07:00

And oh, i skipped tuition today. The moment i reached home, i'm so tired that i just lie on my bed immediately and start to take my 'nap' :DD
Thursday night have really nice entertainment tv program

Goodfriday will be out with sweethearts+classmates, hopefully we'll have hell lotsa fun yea!Hee:P

Youre the best, and yes, i do regret.

i'm finding them back,

2009-04-08T22:23:00.000-07:00

Brother, i'm not scolding you...

-to be continue-

Anyw, Happy 18th birthday sister!:D

heartache

2009-04-07T20:45:00.000-07:00

MDIS, flimming's cool:)

''drop dead straightforward'' HAHA

the feeling's back, i hope i'm not falling for it again.

how sweet of you;)

2009-04-06T19:07:00.000-07:00

1. I know you want to cry, but don't forget to eat something, so you'll have the energy to cry.
2. Its a bless, loving you.
3. Love and memory are the same, you lose and find them back.
4. At the last second, you want to hold her tight and not lose her.

:D
:P

My brother has huge appetite! Ohgosh
He went out with dad, youngest brother and sister for supper at Mcdonald last night. Guess how much he've ate, he's still(!!) hungry after eating one fish fillet burger, 3 mcwings, 2 nuggets and one cup of milo. N sometimes, he can easily finish 2 kfc cheese fries all by himself. If we try to snatch some of his, he'll be staring at us already. I swear i was totally shocked to see him eating so much, yet still so skinnyyyyy. God's unfair):

你救不了我,我挽回不了你

2009-04-05T22:26:00.000-07:00

Monday- school, movie, lunch with sweethearts:D

i may have failed you,

2009-04-04T23:57:00.000-07:00

Happy 18th birthday, sister, in advance:DD

Nice cake, nice friends of hers:)

tsk, stupid face lol

^_^

Happy 16th birthday, Vanessa:)

If i could be the one you luv

2009-04-03T22:29:00.000-07:00

Missing grandparents):

So when is the last time i really went back Malaysia to stay overnight and spend time with my grandparents? I can't really recall. I feel guilty for not visiting them often, i bet they're sad that we seldom go back. I miss them, i think they do miss us too. But, when will i have the free time to go back. I seriously hope i can spent a few days time with them asap. & i swear, after Os i gonna stay there for a period of time:D I miss seeing grandma smile, miss hugging her, and miss relaxing and have a great time in Malaysia. No stress, totally. No hectic life, moreover can go Waterfall/Desaru whenever we want, wow):

Pixon/Cookie, Stage jacket and itouch/Zen x-fi. I hope to get all the 3 by end of this year, so i guess i need almost 1k for all these. Hehe, well i'll work hard saving. :P After all, i don't think its a good idea if i use my parents money to get the stuff i want, i like to use my own money to buy my own stuff, better:) :) can't waste their hard-earn money.

Ironic hur.

I believe it'll soon be over

2009-04-02T22:24:00.000-07:00

Have fun laughing at all the lame jokes that kkl and yh's(from gay club) said. Gdgd! Their jokes are hilarious, really.

Heartfelt wishes

2009-04-01T17:21:00.000-07:00

1) I touched VincentLow's butt. Wow sexy ah!:D
2) Stupid, Oreo cookies with toothpaste inside the cream, tsktsk yucks! Indeed a APRIL FOOL eh:P
3) Lucy wang luo si, pussy. Omg, hahahha! Nice name, yea?:DDD!

因為你已是過客

2009-03-30T21:09:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th birthday, Guanwee!:) Hope you like the cake we bought specially for you, yea. Hee

, dont always grumble

2009-03-28T22:06:00.000-07:00

There's some financial crisis in our family, currently. My uncle, who works on cruise, is continuously borrowing money from everyone. Especially my grandparents. I seriously think he need a reflection, the amount of money he earn per months is so much more than my dad. Whats more, my dad have to support a family of 6(including himself) while he earn and spend himself. Yet he's the one borrowing money from us, shouldn't it be the other way round? What a joke. A few days ago, he wanted 3k and today he want another 5k. N he's like asking my aunt to say something nice for him, to get him some money. Everyone is having financial problem at this point of time, can't he spare a thought for us? Since you want to gamble, bear the consequences yourself. I think this is the last time everyone's gonna help you so pleaseee, wake up.

N, mum told me that my 3rd aunt who staying in sg(supposedly rich) is facing financial problem too. Though her both children are working hard in the industries, but only her daughter help her financially. Her son, who's already in his thirties, refuse to give her much money. Sad to say, her husband just got retrenched and came back from Indonesia this year. He used to earn like 10k per month, so my aunt is having a good life for the past few year without having to work. But now, she even have problem buy grocery. Once, she ask money from her husband, and guess what, he said you have money, use your own money. So no choice, she got to go to her daughter (who's one of my closest cousin) to get help. Good enough her daughter said '' Dont ask money from dad la, i give you money buy grocery okay?'' Aww, i love her attitude okay. So, let alone lending money to my uncle. Or maybe she did fork out a few k to help him? I don't know, but i seriously hope my aunt's husband will find a job asap, and my uncle will stop gamble.

& Friday, i was late for school, i ran 3 rounds around the netball and bb court within 3 minutes. Run so much, eve before PE lesson starts, and i was sweating like hell. And i swear i wont ever late again, running program are killer.
My life only evolve around school, irp, study, tuition, tv and homework everyday):

thankyou:)

2009-03-26T21:28:00.000-07:00

Finally, can go home early tmrw. Weekend gotta do a lot of things.
My life is boring now, so maybe i'll not blog so often.

You don't even hold me like you used to hold me
And there's no way you could of meant all the things you told me
Yeah, yeah
I remember when you told me you'd never lie to me
I can't believe I trusted you
I sacrificed my time and my heart
I gave you my all and what you do

You stepped on me, you walked on me
Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart

I know the way you were before me
And I was crazy to think you'd change
I put up with your attitude
Your selfish ways and your childish games (whoa)
A good heart always ends up broken
But overtime, it'll make me strong
I'ma put the pieces back together
Might take some time, but I just go on

Love me or leave me alone
My heart can't take this pain
We had something so beautiful
But now it's not the same
So I gotta let this go
Gotta take back the truth
This situation makes no good for me
I can't believe I let it happen like this
I just sat back while you

You stepped on me, you walked on me
Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart

faster than i thought

2009-03-25T21:47:00.000-07:00

need a lot rest, to carry on fighting.

luvluv

2009-03-23T20:29:00.000-07:00

Ohshit, my cheeks is itchy. Aston for lunch with honey:D

Finally the judges are fair, totally. Whee!:)